Today.Just sucked.
There were 2 things in my mind just now.
1.Suicide.
2.Kill the man i call papa.
Suicide.If i did that,its byebye heaven for me.To hell i go.
Kill the man i call papa.If i did that.Im gonna get hell in this world.And confirm hell when i die.
Im starting to really hate my father.He's sayin things which really irritates the hell outta me.They way he scolds is fcking insulting.
He says that im lying.I lied that i went to supplementary or remedial.WTF?I NEVER lied bout going remedial.When i go means i go.When i play soccer,i will tell my mum that i play soccer.
He says that im MENGGATALing.WTF!!!!!!!YES,i talk to girls.BUT i dont flirt.Or anything for that matter.WTF!!WANT ME TO BE GAY THEN SAY LA.Say till like this.
I didnt talk back.Dont bother.It happened before.And it only made things worst.
Now we dont talk.Unless theres something to be asked or anything.Other than that.Nothing.
Now you ppl know?
I need a psychiatrist.
if this is what he wants, and it's what she wants,
then why's there so much pain?
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